For Those Of You That Dont Understand.

I understand that this may seem like me being selfish, I see that.
Its just right now, I need to put myself first.
There are a few of you who want the best for me, and haven't let this stand in the way of our friendship. So I want to thank you for sticking by me, especially through this rough patch.
There are 3 or 4 of you who are my lifelines at the moment, and I would have never predicted that it would be you that kept me going.
Some of you however, don't seem to appreciate how hard its been for me.
You haven't seen first hand how hard things have hit me lately.
I hoped you would understand, but I think that was too much to ask.
You all just need to do the mature thing and realise that sometimes there are more importantthings than parties and drinking.
If you really cared at all, you would want me to do whats best, and you would want me to get well.
One day, when something hits you like this, and you struggle to get up yourself, you'll understand.
And, I suppose I will be there to help you along.