Met once before, Now you're a Metaphor.

Knowing you is like skating on shiny ice, I can reflect in you.
You take me to such speeds, And it's so easy to keep going and going.
All the while I'm sliding though, Faster and Faster.
Sometimes out of control.
When I fall you help me up.
Sometimes the ice breaks, and I fall through into this other world.
I feel the icy rush of being without you.
As soon as I’m in, the ice freezes back over.
I'm trapped.
But later you break the ice again, or perhaps I do.
And I set off skating again...

Confusing, Ambiguous, A Surprise.
Contradictory, Irrational, An anomaly.


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My dreams are coming back.
I’ve dreamed more in the last 2 nights than I have in months.
I miss dreaming.
They remind myself of parts of me that I’m cut off from now.
It’s strange.
As confusing as you are, And as unhelpful as you can be, You’re the only one I want to talk to about this.